I am 36 years old.  I have two beautiful little girls who are my world.  I have been married 11 yrs., but we have recently separated.  I feel so alone and desperate.  I do not let my feelings show in front of my daughters because they do not need to worry.  I want them to feel secure.  I just want to be able to take care of them.  I have not been able to work because of my weight and back problems.  I have been working very hard to lose weight and get in better health so I can work.  I have lost 33 lbs. since August 30, 2006.  I still have a long way to go.  I have never been one to beg for help, but I am in a desperate situation.  If it were just me alone, I would be ok, but I have my girls depending on me.  I can't fail them.  I refuse to fail them.  I just need to get this $1,200.00 paid so I don't lose my home.